Since Xyrem has almost stopped my cataplexy attacks, I
decided last fall that I wanted to stop taking the antidepressant I started in
July for cataplexy. I didn't like some of the side effects; it was making me
more nervous than I already naturally am, and I learned that it can prevent
weight loss which I definitely didn't want happening.
Since I work at a school and was worried about the
withdrawal effects making me moody around the kids, I had to plan to stop
taking them over a break. Between having surgery, longer-than-expected
recovery, and turning 21, that opportunity didn't show up until spring break
after Easter.
So now, it's been an entire month off of Prozac and I
haven't had any weird withdrawal symptoms! All that worrying for nothing lol.
There has been a small increase in cataplexy which is manageable, and,
strangely enough, I'm once again having hallucinations when I sleep.
Nine months on Xyrem and I wasn't having ANY hallucinations
at night or during naps like I did every time I fell asleep before Xyrem. It
was a major relief! But now I'm noticing occasional hallucinations when I nap,
and sleep paralysis the other night before my Xyrem had fully knocked me out,
but nothing so horrible that I can't deal with. I think it's pretty
interesting, and definitely not a side-effect of cutting off antidepressants
that I had expected. Really, the only change I've made was cutting out my
Prozac, so that has to be the culprit.
And now I'm laughing out loud at myself as I write this,
because I just realized if I were to say to a non-narcoleptic that I stopped my
Prozac then started hallucinating again, I'd probably get some funny looks and
psychiatrist referrals. Thank god I'm part of a wonderful community of people
with narcolepsy who understand what I mean! :)