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Saturday, December 31, 2011
Monday, December 26, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
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Thursday, November 24, 2011
I hope you all enjoyed a wonderful day with family and friends and lots of yummy food :)
And for anyone Black Friday shopping I wish you good luck; you won't catch me lining up at Best Buy tonight... I have to work at 7am tomorrow, so wish ME luck and wakefulness for my whole eight hour shift full of hungry tired shoppers.
I had a great day with my family and friends! I for one am thankful for many things this holiday season. My health and the health of my friends with and without Narcaplexy, my family for being supportive of me every day with my sleepiness struggles and regular teenager-in-her-senior-year sturggles, my friends for keeping me awake and making me laugh until I have cataplexy attacks... then making sure I'm okay and making me laugh some more, and everything else that's going well in my life.
What are you thankful for?
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Take a few minutes of your time and help a cause that needs your support! Vote for the Narcolepsy Network to win funding to help with Narcaplexy research, education, and and prevention!
*Quoted from an e-mail I recieved from the Narcolepsy Network*We need you to help Narcolepsy Network get a share of the $3,000,000 being offered to non-profit organizations by Chase Community Giving. It will not cost you anything except a few minutes of your time.
To help us get this funding all you need to do is log onto your Facebook account, find the Chase Community Giving page, search for Narcolepsy Network and cast your vote. I also urge you to contact all of your Facebook friends and anyone else you know and ask them to vote for Narcolepsy Network to get this much needed money.
We can use these funds to:
Please act now, voting closes on November 22, 2011.
- Create and promote public and professional communication and awareness campaigns about Narcolepsy, Hypersomnia and related Sleep Disorders
- Advocate for people who struggle to live and support themselves while dealing with these disorders
- Fund research into the causes, prevention, diagnosis and treatments for these serious conditions
- Educate physicians, nurses, teachers, public safety workers and many others about Sleep Disorders
- Foster support for people with these illnesses and those who care for them and about them.
Board of Trustees,
VOTE HERE and ask your friends to vote too! Thank you so much for your support!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Monday, November 14, 2011
I know this still isn't so stellar. I mean, the English score is ONE POINT AWAY FROM PERFECT! But Science (the LAST test of the day, so I was kind of out of it...) could definitely use improvement.
Oh well, let's just hope it's enough for Baldwin-Wallace College!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
I, ONCE AGAIN, will be unable to see it--I work from 3-10pm on Saturday! Maybe I'm not meant to see myself on television... :(
*subject to change, knowing MTV*
I took my last methylphenidate (Concerta) Sunday morning at work and knew that I was in for trouble on Monday. Because it's such a controlled substance, my mom has to call it in to the clinic and wait a few days until they call her back that the prescription is ready. Then they have to see her ID to prove its her, and they close at like 5! So even though I warned her a week ahead of time that I was running low, she couldn't pick it up yet.
Monday morning I felt okay at first, eager for Halloween (I was a witch) but by 9:30 my eyesight was getting blurry and my focus was slipping. By 10:30 I was snappy and depressed, sleeping through classes and eventually by 4:00, crying over EVERYTHING. I felt so miserable and broken without my medicine, I can't believe one missed day could affect me so much. Thank goodness, mom saved the day and after she left the ER (she has MRSA under her skin, yuckk) she picked up her meds, mine, and was waiting with them when I got out of my college psychology class (that I completely slept through!).
But on a lighter note, I feel SO much better today :)
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I attended two of Julie's sessions at the conference; one about blogging and the other about advocacy. It was almost like hearing a motivational speaker, I imagine. She was so inspirational and made me want to tell go tell every person in the casino about Narcaplexy (now THAT would give Narcaplexy a weird reputation!). I still can't believe that I spoke with her, and then she asked to take a picture with me for her blog! That was a pretty great moment for me :)
And then to make things even crazier, my True Life episode, True Life: I Have Narcolepsy, aired on the 18th! They changed it on me at the last minute so I haven't even seen it yet :( I was flying home from Las Vegas when it premiered. So if you didn't get the memo and missed it, be sure to watch out for reruns or when it gets posted on MTV's website.
Friday, October 14, 2011
BTW, this is my new favorite dude "Cataplexy Man''. He was a gift from someone at the NN conference and he falls just like most of us! Haha check out why he's so special below:
Thursday, October 13, 2011
This will be the first time I ever meet another person with Narcolepsy or Cataplexy, and not just one, but a whole conference full of them! I know for sure a little Cataplexy attack is in my future when I meet these people, but it's so worth it. So wish me luck! I'll post again tonight and tell you how it goes :)
Monday, October 3, 2011
I was thinking about my life just the other day as I was rolling silverware after work (yes, there's something new, I have a job now!). A few of us were hanging in the club room where we were having a staff meeting later, rolling bins full of silverware after a busy morning and long 6+ hour shifts. They were telling me about past fights at the restaurant and teasing one of the dishwashers; everyone, even me, laughing and enjoying being there. The situation I was in probably seems like no big deal at all; anyone reading this who doesn't have arcolepsy with or without cataplexy or doesn't deal with someone with either of those every day probably doesn't see the complete amazingness, for search of a better word, of this story.
If you know anything about narcolepsy at all, then you can probably see what I'm getting at. Less than a year ago around February or March, I wouldn't have been able to stay awake for such a long work shift; I would've at least passed out face first into my silverware rolls. I wouldn't have to been able to laugh with everyone or even smile at the conversation around me without having a full-blown fall-to-the-ground-paralyzed cataplexy attack. Even meeting my new coworkers would've sent me to the floor and no manager in his right mind, not even mine, would hire someone as ill and depressed as I was for the second half of my junior year. That I was even there was a miracle unto itself, one that I couldn't even imagine ever happening six months ago.
I know you've missed a lot of the story. If I'm this much better after six months, what did I do? What kind of drugs are they giving me? Was it all a misdiagnosis as it can be a lot of the time? For a while I was hoping for that, but tests proved that it was only my wishful thinking: I have narcolepsy and cataplexy (or as I 'fondly' call it, narcaplexy) and I will have it for the rest of my life. Through my senior year, my college career, and whatever happens after that, it will be the black cloud hanging around me and those close to me. I'd like to say that I know what my future holds for me, but narcaplexy has changed my perspective on almost everything, so who knows!
So a thank you to everyone at work who have been amazingly cool about it, and thank you to my friends who have been to hell and thankfully back with me, and thank you to my parents for trying to keep a smile when I know its a fake one sometimes, and thank you to my doctors for listening to what I think is best for me, and thank you to everyone new that I've met since then that has shown me that it's not a thing to be afraid to share. I owe so much to those that are in my life right now, because they have to deal with narcaplexy right along with me.
My life has been changed for what I can almost say is the better and every day and every challege I overcome from laughing with my insane friends for hours without falling to waiting tables for hours without spilling food on my customers or falling asleep on my break, is something to celebrate and share with the world, so thank YOU for listening to it all.
P.S. I promise I'll be posting much more often now!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Yes the stress lately has been unbelieveble. I'm now on 250mg of Nuvigil with periodic naps, only get exhausted partially through the day. A lot of this is due to that chiropractor I told you about--Nick. Dr. Nick Dumas is trained to fix the body's poblems without invading the skin at all. In doing so, he sometimes causes more pain than considered! But I can suck it up in the name of gettig healthy again. Through adjustments, vibration therapy, light therapy, glutotylons, and of course accupressure (acupncture withthout the puncture), I can now breathe normally, talk clearly and loudly 98% of the day, and laugh or a little bit with my friends.
I still have EDS for sure and I had a cataplexy attack just last Monday. But when you look at the greater picture, I know longer look like or act like a zombie! I owe so much to Nick for helping me get this far, and I only have hope for the future. I have talked to others like me and they have hope for an impovement as well, and I hope to help them at least learn to cope with their--our--illness.
Oh and the spinal tap showed my hypocretin count at 7 when it should be at 200; a definite cataplexy diagnoses. Great huh?
Now I get to go get ready for a school prformance. Wish me good luck and to all of you struggling I know what you're going through. Feel free to email me if you want. I know what it's like to feel like life's getting the best of you. Don't let it define you, as it will never be a part of you until you let it be!
P.S. I've officially decided on my college major for Fall 2012... neuroscience :) there's nothing like an experience pushing you in the direction of making a positive difference in the world!
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Today was Day 3, of standardized testing for the Juniors. If you can't figure this one out on your own, narcolepsy + timed examinations = not a good combination. Tuesday was the worst with the ACT+writing on the schedule. I know my score is gonna suck. I did NOT want to take it again. I mean, this is my SIXTH ACT, the first being in 6th grade. My last one I took in early February and my score dropped a point. That's like a knife through the heart when my goal was a 29! Knowing that the ACT, something that has been so important to me since elementary school, is affected by this... it's seriously the worst feeling in the world.
So there's why I'm not up to sharing my latest happenings. They have me wondering what the hell is left that's normal for me.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Narcolepsy Update: I actually started medication on February 28th and have been trying to make it work ever since. I think I'm less tired, I don't know. My Dr. claims that he thinks Xyrem would help me too. In case you don't know, Xyrem is the legal prescription dosage of GHB, a.k.a. the date rape drug. Needless to say, I do NOT want to go on that stuff! But my mom and my neurologist keep going on and on about the benefits of Xyrem. Excuse me if it doesn't seem worth a full night's sleep to risk G-d knows what that drug does to me. I sure hope things work out in my favor, especially since I can't drive...
Sunday, February 27, 2011
So all in all, a truly great night. One that I am way too tired to elaborate on!
Thursday, February 24, 2011
By Jimmy Kimmel, 35, host of Jimmy Kimmel Live, as told to Brendan Vaughan
Truth be told, I'd rather have narcolepsy than not have it. When I get on a flight to Vegas, I'll fall asleep before the plane takes off and wake up after it's landed. I'm always very close to sleep. [Yawns]
I had no idea I had it until recently. All I knew about narcolepsy was a character on Hill Street Blues, Vic Hitler the Narcoleptic Comic, who would fall asleep in the middle of his act. But I did know that every afternoon between about three and six, I would get very tired for no reason. I would doze off in meetings, watching TV, even driving. You know how when you're regular tired, your whole body is tired? With narcolepsy, just the inside of your head is tired. It's like somebody's gently sitting on your brain. You have almost no focus. All you're thinking about is not falling asleep.
When I was emceeing Win Ben Stein's Money, I actually fell asleep during the show a few times. I would sit on the safe over to the side and just sort of doze off. But that was probably a combination of the narcolepsy and Ben's voice. Another time I was on the freeway in bumper-to-bumper traffic. My head was diving, then jerking back up. All of a sudden, this loud voice over a megaphone says, "Are you awake enough to drive that vehicle?" And I practically jumped out of my skin. It was the police, one lane over.
Anyway, I just always figured I wasn't getting enough sleep, so I would drink gallons of iced tea to get me through the afternoon. Finally I went to a doctor. When I told him how much iced tea I drank, he said, "What?!" He decided I was self-medicating, and he prescribed these pills called Provigil.
I have a pretty mild case with no other symptoms. Some narcoleptics experience cataplexy, which is a limpness in the arms and legs. I don't have that. I'd like to, though. It sounds great.
I've never used my narcolepsy in my work, though I do have a dream to someday use up an entire hour of television time by sleeping. Have I been approached to be the public face of narcolepsy? No, nobody wants me associated with their groups. I hope that changes, though. I would like to be to narcolepsy what Camille Grammer is to irritable-bowel syndrome.
Read more: http://www.esquire.com/features/what-it-feels-like/ESQ0803-AUG_WIFL#ixzz1FKcMwX9n
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Stress + Tiredness = Constant mid-grade cataplexy + Excitement + Low blood sugar + MORE stress + Amusement (flirting) = BAD constant cataplexy
I mean, I could barely walk or climb stairs. It was like the night at my grandma's house when I hadn't slept at all that day and was fighting every emotion in existance. It's CRAP, I can tell you that. So after some electrolytes, protein, and sugar (Gatorade + Reece's) I felt a bit better. We ended up having dinner at a local place so Brandon could get some filming in and as soon as I hit the car, I was asleep.
Now for the WORST part. We all got home and in the house when I noticed that my cat was terrified of the penguin balloon animal a clown from the restaurant gave me. It was truly very funny and was just the impetus I needed to fall. Unfortunately I was in the dining room next to the table and cast-iron chairs, in front of the picture window, and surrounded by two china cabinets and a step down into the living room. I literally pushed away from the step and as soon as I cleared it I fell flat on my face, with my left arm cradle against my chest.
I hear a loud CRUNCHH as my chest made a noise no body should ever made and it hurt like hell. It still hurts right now, sitting at school more than 12 hours later. I have no idea what happened exactly, but this is the first time I've fallen and actually hurt myself. It's sort of scary actually, because I know my cataplexy isn't ever going to get any better, whether it's masked by medicine or not. It's all downhill from here.
Monday, February 21, 2011
So today was my first day of filming for MTV's True Life. I was excited as was everyone else at my school. Brandon showed up despite the horrid weather we were slammed with the night before and everything was set... until my principal called it off. Yes, apparently a few parents were very outspoken about MTV filming at the school and some of the Board of Trustees were throwing a fit. Despite his and mine extreme pleading efforts, it was a definite no. This happened over the course of all day so the filming he DID get with my 10+ attacks is useless.
That's all I'm going to say about filming. But I did have a funny off-camera spill this morning. I was in the school lobby talking to Brandon and Bailey (my brother) when they made me laugh and I tumbled forward and then onto my back with my head bouncing on the hard floor a bit. I was fine, but the visiting family wasn't. All they saw was a 'passed out' appearing unconscious teen and a bunch of adults standing around laughing. It's good to know I can still scare people!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
Of course I had to make the announcement to my friends mid-dance that we'd gotten approval for the MTV thing. So I had a bunch of alumni students or just other kids I don't really talk to wondering why I was going to be on True Life. I had to explain my 'illness' which they actually found amusing (surprise, surprise). This resulted in everyone trying to make me laugh for the rest of the night, wanting to see me fall for some reason. I guess it's hard for those who haven't seen it to understand.
After the dance I was leaving along with the chaperones and couple kids that had yet to leave. As soon as we got outside they began to goof around and tell horribly lame jokes for my sake, and just to be safe I decided to stand in the grass instead of the concrete, and they followed. As soon as my feet hit the grass, something about the absurdity of the situation made me crack up and I fell straight down to the muddy ground. I landed on my back, unable to move, a smile frozen on my face, and the horrid urge to cover my face from them as they crowded around me, calling out that I'd faked it.
Soon I was able to move and they helped me stand up and brush off, asking over and over if I was okay. So amazingly I felt okay. The only part that embarrassed me was the no-doubtedly creepy frozen smile on my face while I was down. I think it was that these kids were so understanding and eager to understand further. Plus, they were all younger than me--my brother's age--and as long as I can remember had looked up to me, so I knew nothing that I did would make them think I was a freak.
You have to admit it, even I have, that this was pretty darn hilarious and overall an end to a pretty great night :)
So filming begins Sunday and will follow me through school next week. Let's hope for lots of laughter and awkward situations for them to film, haha :)
Tonight resulted in some killer cataplexy. I had to play my flute at a funeral memorial service for my principal's dad after school, so I was dress in a nice black skirt and top. Afterwards was a dance for the 7th through 12th graders (pre-planned before his death, let me add!) and I just decided to wear the same clothes.
I should've known that was a bad decision. My cataplexy ended up being bad that night and in the very beginning someone was cracking jokes. I quickly decided to leave the room and regain my cool but on my way out, felt my muscles go stiff and BAM, I hit the floor. Let's just say that falling flat and then having momentary muscle paralysis is NEVER good in a short skirt, so I decided once I was able to move and get up that I'd switch back to my jeans. Much safer!
Dancing turned out being hard for me. I felt like my limbs were made of jell-o as I attempted to dance with my friends, and I nearly gave up it was so hard. Good thing I didn't, because soon the weird feeling passed and I was able to hold on my own and have fun like I used to. Well, almost like I used to. I stuck close to the wall, just in case.
But there's my night! I had fun, it was definitely worth it :)
It's honestly kind of freaky--okay, extremely freaky--to fall and have your limbs bent at odd angles and not be able to fix it. I couldn't talk and my muscles refused to move no matter how much strength I put into it. My teachers had to help me (I was at school, great right?) and when I tried to sit up, I collapse AGAIN to the ground. So they brought me a pillow for my head and just let me relax. I have to say, I'm not really used to the muscle freezing yet, but it's happened every time since that I've fallen.
So here's to worsening symptoms! I hope it gives MTV something good to film so we can show the world what cataplexy is and why it truly isn't a laughing matter.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
I definitely feel for this poor guy :( and am fortunate to, so far, not struggle with this trigger (although I'm only seventeen, so what would I know? haha)
Or maybe not...?
Saturday, February 12, 2011
This was also the first time I’ve fallen in public really, and a lady came over to ask if I was okay because here is a random teenager who fell to the ground with her mom and brother standing over her and laughing. I swear the poor lady was about to call Children’s Services! But turns out she was a nurse and when we (well, my mom because I was still trying to get my limbs to work) explained that I had cataplexy, her only worry turned into if I had hit my head or not.
Level of embarrassment: 6, because she was nurse and understood.
Friday, February 11, 2011
This morning, I got to explain to my high school class what is wrong with me. I started out with the narcolepsy, explaining why I fall asleep all the time and that it isn’t my fault. I also had to apologize for the depression and cranky attitude—again of which is not my fault. The harder one to explain was cataplexy. I tried to get them to understand what it was like for me by saying “You try it. Your doctor asks you what seems to be the problem and the only reply you have besides ‘I’m tired’ is ‘When I laugh my knees buckle’.’’ It’s not an easy thing to get across to anyone who hasn’t experienced it!I think they got it.
I had all fourteen set of student eyes and three raptly attentive teachers who listened and didn’t smirk or interrupt when they shouldn’t have. After, the principal asked the group (knowingly) if anyone else there had had to deal with a life-crippling disease. Alas, one girl had gotten Leukemia in the seventh through ninth grades. She was able to tell everyone how scary it is to have something you can’t explain when everyone else around you is hunky-dory. She also told them how important it was for her to remind her body that Leukemia wasn’t going to take over and define her, and how her friends got her through the day.
I really hope this helps them understand what’s going on with me. I’ll be like this from here on out so they can either deal with it or find a school free of narcoleptic/cataplectic people. I know for sure they won’t treat me different, just a little more careful and aware.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
So this one’s got me stumped. I have no idea what kind of positive emotion I was experiencing along with the dying of this baby’s parents that triggered my cataplexy. Weird, huh? Not to mention I’ve discovered that the more tired you are, the harder it is to recover from cat-attacks. This coming from me and my mom laughing over some funny pictures I had saved on my computer just a half hour before the movie. My head kept bobbing even after I’d stopped laughing and my head was pounding like a killer migraine was settling in. It was the longest attack I’d ever experienced, damn after-shocks!
I ended up trudging over to the couch in a half-asleep daze and falling asleep for real as soon as my head touched the cushion. As soon as I woke up, snapping awake fifteen minutes later, my head felt fine and my body was back to normal. I did ask my mom a question about something my dad had said while I was asleep. This got me a strange look as a light bulb went off in my head. “I dreamed all that again, didn’t I?” I asked. Yep, sure enough; I was dreaming/hallucinating all that. Ahh the strangeness of my brain will never cease to amaze me now.
Getting up early for an EEG at the hospital tomorrow, then some blood work to confirm one hundred percentedly that I have narcolepsy. Fuuuun?
Well it's official. As of last Thursday, my neurologist diagnosed me with narcolepsy and cataplexy. After a few months of symptoms including but not limited to:
- sleeping in school (and all day)
- trouble sleeping at night
- horrid nightmares
- collapsing when I laugh
- collapsing whenever I feel emotions
... several types of blood work, an MRI, four EKGs, and so many doctors that I lost track, this doctor was able to tell me what was wrong in about three minutes of meeting me. Boy, do I wish I had met him back in November.
What now? Well that's a good question. My life is definitely going to work out differently than I'd originally planned. College will be a bit harder, medical school will be BRUTAL, and then even after I may not be able to become what I want to be--an anesthesiologist. On the bright side: I'm alive. I suppose if I'd been killed by that car accident in November I wouldn't have to deal with this... but I'd be dead, and that would suck as well.
I still get to go to Italy in March (where I will celebrate my 17th birthday!) and then as soon as I get home, it's time to start medication. The wonderful concoction of stimulants and anti-depressants are going to take a toll on my mind mid-junior year, but what choise do I have?
So tomorrow I'm getting an EEG and then some bloodwork, on Monday night I'm going to the hospital for an overnight sleepstudy, Tuesday when I wake up it'll be daytime sleep testing, and on top of all that we STILL have to schedule the spinal tap that I volunteered to get for Stanford's research. Worse than all of that? On Friday morning I get to explain to my high school class what's wrong with me and what to do if I collapse in the middle of the hallway one day. Wish me luck...
That's where I stand. The reason I made this blog is so that I can hopefully talk to others that have the same thing as me and we can help each other learn how to deal with our issue. Mostly I just needed some private therapy--these teenagers suck on the sympathy level, you know. I want my life to go back to normal. I want to be happy again and have fun, and maybe turn this life sentence into something helpful and change the world somehow. There's nothing in the sleep disorder books that says I can't do that :)